I feel you. With my elder kid we started a tradition of “when you’re 15 you get to go see a midnight showing of Rocky Horror Picture Show” and my younger kid has been waiting years for his chance. He’s turning 15 next month but now we’re in this situation where doing indoor activities could mean death or permanent disability from Covid, and I don’t know what to do. He’s been waiting so long but things are just so much riskier now.