an apology and an explanation

[the_siobhan]

First of all I apologize for worrying people.

I'm ok, really. I'm just - upset. And I really really hate crying in front of people. And it occurred to me to be rather wry about the fact that I never used to cry when bad things happened to me because I was so numb all the time I didn't feel much. So now that I'm (comparatively) mentally healthy I'm all over the place with the tears and I hate it.

I guess it's not something that translates well in a short LJ post, and I'm sorry for doing that to you.

Long story short, the stomach thing is driving me nuts, I have Axel pointing out to me that I have been getting more frequent and more debilitating migraines lately, I'm starting to get a little concerned about the fact that have been dizzy every day for the past three weeks - and then today I got told I have advanced periodontal disease and I'm going to lose all my teeth.

And that was just my last fucking spoon.

Comments

Re: Folic Acid

[theevilchemist.livejournal.com]

"I love the greens, so that's not bad news at all - are they strictly effective when used topically

the studies I've read (like yesterday) all deal with topical folate and that dietary folate in the subjects was insignificant. IOW, there wasn't enough dietary folate differences between intervention and control groups to make any reasonable conclusions.

jv

Re: Folic Acid

[the-siobhan.livejournal.com]

Gotcha. Still, I'm going to go with the "can't hurt" strategy and up my dietary intake while I'm at it.