Running into you after a bit at Luminato felt really good. So was talking about Scrapyard. I didn't realize how much you were going through with breathing while we were doing it and its a good sign that despite what you went through with it, you long to do it still.
Yes I miss hearing you sing Pressure Drop, but I get that "Basically I've been working tons instead of doing the things that make me get better.". For me, I dive into activity to escape thinking about what I should be working on, mentally. It's funny how something that is supposed to help, when overused, can actually aggravate it.
We all have our waves of crazy at varying degrees. I think it's best for our psyche's to own up to those waves, shit or daisies, so that we can break out of those schemas and change them so our results will hopefully be different. There's no magic therapy or magic pill that fixes it all. I can say though, that time and growth, personal evolution and learning experiences provide us with methods and powers to change our reactions to the stuff that weighs us down. It's like, here's a ton of shit I have to deal with, how can I tackle it so I can either make it easier for myself or at least be able to see some light in my tunnel.
"I am very stubbornly determined to be Not Embarrassed about being crazy. I wouldn't be embarrassed if I had a broken leg, right?"
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Date: 2009-06-17 11:59 am (UTC)Yes I miss hearing you sing Pressure Drop, but I get that "Basically I've been working tons instead of doing the things that make me get better.". For me, I dive into activity to escape thinking about what I should be working on, mentally. It's funny how something that is supposed to help, when overused, can actually aggravate it.
We all have our waves of crazy at varying degrees. I think it's best for our psyche's to own up to those waves, shit or daisies, so that we can break out of those schemas and change them so our results will hopefully be different. There's no magic therapy or magic pill that fixes it all. I can say though, that time and growth, personal evolution and learning experiences provide us with methods and powers to change our reactions to the stuff that weighs us down. It's like, here's a ton of shit I have to deal with, how can I tackle it so I can either make it easier for myself or at least be able to see some light in my tunnel.
"I am very stubbornly determined to be Not Embarrassed about being crazy. I wouldn't be embarrassed if I had a broken leg, right?"
I like you. I like you a lot.:)
I'm here whenever you need it.