I have many many body issues and insecurities. But I think I have nice legs. I do alot of walking, so they're rather strong. And a good butt, tho' I keep that hidden most of the time with long shirts, baggy pants and stuff. One has to be close to me to get to see the booty.
I'd like to change a number of things, but to be honest I'm vaguely scared that if I did, I might find that I'm still just as insecure, still dislike aspects of myself just as much. It sounds silly, but I think that fear really holds me back alot from trying to change my appearance. The idea that a physical manifestation is easier to dislike than a character flaw or psychological issue that were to become more apparent if I changed my appearance.
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Date: 2004-06-03 08:04 pm (UTC)I have many many body issues and insecurities. But I think I have nice legs. I do alot of walking, so they're rather strong. And a good butt, tho' I keep that hidden most of the time with long shirts, baggy pants and stuff. One has to be close to me to get to see the booty.
I'd like to change a number of things, but to be honest I'm vaguely scared that if I did, I might find that I'm still just as insecure, still dislike aspects of myself just as much. It sounds silly, but I think that fear really holds me back alot from trying to change my appearance. The idea that a physical manifestation is easier to dislike than a character flaw or psychological issue that were to become more apparent if I changed my appearance.