there's a leak In the boiler room
Dec. 12th, 2022 03:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
the_siobhanDivorce decree arrived in the mail on Friday. I am officially disentangled as of January 5.
As I put it to a friend, "I appear to be experiencing an emotion. Or rather, three emotions in a trench-coat."
It's a relief to have it done with.
It's sad that it had to be done. It was good for longer than it was bad, and I will miss those parts.
It's a bigger sad that they don't seem to be particularly affected by it. I was important to somebody once and now I'm not.
Such is life. I had a drink about it on the weekend and now I will tuck that part of my life away in the past and move on.
As I put it to a friend, "I appear to be experiencing an emotion. Or rather, three emotions in a trench-coat."
It's a relief to have it done with.
It's sad that it had to be done. It was good for longer than it was bad, and I will miss those parts.
It's a bigger sad that they don't seem to be particularly affected by it. I was important to somebody once and now I'm not.
Such is life. I had a drink about it on the weekend and now I will tuck that part of my life away in the past and move on.
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Date: 2022-12-12 08:34 pm (UTC)This is a familiar emotion to me, and I have a sense of how hollow and sad it can feel.
I'm sorry it seems it was so easy for them to let it become part of the past.
[hugs offered]
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Date: 2022-12-15 06:07 pm (UTC)