when brains go bad...

[the_siobhan]

...they smell like fish.

My brain is fucking up again.

I can feel it. It's been creeping up on me for a while now. It hurts and it makes me aggressive nad mean. I lose my ability to focus, I become immobilized, frightened, numb.

I start to hate myself, and imagine that others hate me.

Fuck this shit.

Time to fucking do something about it.

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And in other news,

DEVIL/PAN
"the joker, worker, stabilizer"
You are gifted when it comes to protecting yourself
from judgements cast upon you by others. In
fact, you are not easily thrown by external
reality. You have the capacity to work and
play hard and to laugh at yourself. This is
the card of humour and sexuality (it is the
only card with genital symbols).
"Devil" spelled backwards is
"lived", and it is very fitting. You
live with humour and have a stable foothold on
life. Of course, you do love setting the
occasional bit of mischief into play.


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[drum-phi1.livejournal.com]

HERMIT
"the meditator, philosopher, sage, wise
man"
You can not and will not compromise your values and
have a desire to complete past things before
begining the new (you value completion,
perfection, and introspection highly). You are
a natural way-shower, sage, and seeker. You
have an appreciation of the body and the wisdom
of the earth and its natural process. You have
a deep love for beauty, harmony, and order.

Anyway, I really hope you're ok and that you feel much better soon.

*hugs*

Doing something about "it"

[black-arachnia.livejournal.com]

For the love of Gawd, don't do what I did!!!!

*raises arm, which is handcuffed to a big, purple bong*

:P

Hope you're feeling more like yourself muchos quickos.

[eck.livejournal.com]

Bad brains smelling like fish makes me think of how I'm trying to eat more fish to keep my brain from... whatever... badness. Do you eat much fish? Do you think it goes to your brain?

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[lil-m-moses.livejournal.com]

I had some bad mushrooms that smelled like fish last week...

[hellsop.livejournal.com]

Does an obsession with mackerel to the point of wishing for saba-don for lunch at least five times a week count?

[eve-l-incarnata.livejournal.com]

I certainly don't hate you, I quoted you in my journal.

Future non-quoting is no indication of hate. Viewer discretion advised

wandering

[quetzal.livejournal.com]

i was wandering around, and i saw your journal.

i hope you don't mind that i'm adding you to my list for the following reasons:

• you are purported to have a mohawk, and women with mohawks rule.
  
• your name is siobhan (and my friend used to room with someone of that same name, who played harp. if you're the same one, awesome. if not, i still like your name, so there.)
  
• your posts have been fun to read.
  

that covers the major reasons. let me know if you're not okay with them.

also, i hope your brains stop smelling like fish soon. if you need violent outlets, let me know. i'm always down for a good friendly fight. ;)

(erm. that probably sounded weird. i'm sorry, but i can't explain it. if it didn't sound weird, we'll have to talk...)

^v^