when brains go bad...
Nov. 18th, 2003 12:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
the_siobhan...they smell like fish.
My brain is fucking up again.
I can feel it. It's been creeping up on me for a while now. It hurts and it makes me aggressive nad mean. I lose my ability to focus, I become immobilized, frightened, numb.
I start to hate myself, and imagine that others hate me.
Fuck this shit.
Time to fucking do something about it.
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And in other news,
DEVIL/PAN
"the joker, worker, stabilizer"
You are gifted when it comes to protecting yourself
from judgements cast upon you by others. In
fact, you are not easily thrown by external
reality. You have the capacity to work and
play hard and to laugh at yourself. This is
the card of humour and sexuality (it is the
only card with genital symbols).
"Devil" spelled backwards is
"lived", and it is very fitting. You
live with humour and have a stable foothold on
life. Of course, you do love setting the
occasional bit of mischief into play.
which major arcana of the thoth tarot deck are you? short, with pictures and detailed results
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My brain is fucking up again.
I can feel it. It's been creeping up on me for a while now. It hurts and it makes me aggressive nad mean. I lose my ability to focus, I become immobilized, frightened, numb.
I start to hate myself, and imagine that others hate me.
Fuck this shit.
Time to fucking do something about it.
And in other news,
DEVIL/PAN
"the joker, worker, stabilizer"
You are gifted when it comes to protecting yourself
from judgements cast upon you by others. In
fact, you are not easily thrown by external
reality. You have the capacity to work and
play hard and to laugh at yourself. This is
the card of humour and sexuality (it is the
only card with genital symbols).
"Devil" spelled backwards is
"lived", and it is very fitting. You
live with humour and have a stable foothold on
life. Of course, you do love setting the
occasional bit of mischief into play.
which major arcana of the thoth tarot deck are you? short, with pictures and detailed results
brought to you by Quizilla
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Date: 2003-11-18 10:51 am (UTC)HERMIT
"the meditator, philosopher, sage, wise
man"
You can not and will not compromise your values and
have a desire to complete past things before
begining the new (you value completion,
perfection, and introspection highly). You are
a natural way-shower, sage, and seeker. You
have an appreciation of the body and the wisdom
of the earth and its natural process. You have
a deep love for beauty, harmony, and order.
Anyway, I really hope you're ok and that you feel much better soon.
*hugs*